Subscribe Now
Buy deviantWEAR
Advertise Here
[x]
All Deviations
All Deviations

~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666:

Derek Estrada  
  • 36 Deviations
  • 1 Scrap [browse]
  • 618 Deviation Comments
  • 228 Deviant Comments
  • 1,169 Pageviews
Gallery Stats
Activity

Recent Deviations

"Mixed Emotions" "Fate"With the way things are going,  My happy ending has ceased to exist,  My heart is so heavy,  I've become the excercist,  Lonely without my friends everyone's leaving,  How can this life be so deceiving,  Stuck in the devil's full blown trap,  God can't help the life of a meaningless rat,  What's the point of life?  To die and be reincarnated?  Either way we've all been outdated,  Happy endings happen to people that believe,  Not to those that only decieve,  Over the past years I have learned,  That love is nothing without concern,  There are many fish in the sea,   "Mixed Emotions" "Fate"
in Spoken Word on 8/19/07
"Leave me Alone"Leave me alone,  I don't need you adding problems to my life,  Adding things that make me strife,  I want to be with you I love you you so much,  But why chase something that I can't touch,  My friends will scream "talk to her!!!",  "why?! so you guys can watch me suffer!!!",  I'm so sick and tired of this shit,  What I think is right, I'm doing it all wrong,  Whether I want to or not I might lose you cause of this song,  Leave if you want i'm just expressing my mind,  My wounds have nothing to bind,  I'll bleed it out and my face begins to cry,  my tears are wet but my face is "Leave me Alone"
in Spoken Word on 7/13/07
"Life"So how should I start this piece of shit poem,  I need something to keep my motivation goin,  Love doesn't do anything to me anymore,  Drugs are for the women I love to call whores,  Damn this world is so useless to me,  I don't care anymore do whatever you want b,  Get that bitch pregnant fuck over your life,  O.D. on somthing that makes you stupid,  But the only thing stupid here is you,  Make your family suffer, so you can have fun,  Fuck you, fuck the world, fuck this i'm done,  I'll just cock and pop it with my gun,  And i'll be long gone,  You'll wake up at dawn,  Thi "Life"
in Spoken Word on 7/13/07
lightning the hedgehog normal
in Fan Art Drawings on 4/29/07
Browse Gallery

Favourites

Into the Sunset Request.
by ~neapolean
Disc hall BG :contest:
by *Fireblast133
Browse Favourites

Recent Watchers

Thinking about leavin

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 17, 2007, 6:58 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: seize the day by Avenged sevenfold
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: computer
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Why? because I don't go on that much anymore. I stopped drawing (temporarily). and I'm kinda going through an emotional breakdown right now. Unless you have a reason I should stay. other than that I'm pretty much gone.

1 Comment | Previous Journal Entries

deviantART Notice

[x]

Devious Comments

~shadowfan36:iconshadowfan36: 2 days 34 minutes ago
where are you moving? just curious

--
Tails Doll is cute, cute, cute!

Tails Doll-- Why is everybody saying I kill people? That ain't right!
Shadic-- GET AWAY FROM ME, YOU HOMICIDAL PLUSH TOY!
Tails Doll-- *Sigh.....* :(
*sheezy93:iconsheezy93: Dec 20, 2007, 8:08:39 AM
i don't wanna u to leave D: i wanna u stay here

--
i love matt and sidra best ^^ ~mattxsidra :heart:
icon by by ~Flamy-Star
speed
fly
power
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Aug 22, 2007, 5:50:55 PM
ohh........

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~GUllWings134:iconGUllWings134: Aug 20, 2007, 4:31:53 PM
i know i sent this minutes before you told me though ^^;

--
BEHOLD!!!! A CHOCOLATE BUNNY!!!------->[link]
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Aug 19, 2007, 3:09:06 PM
I thought I already told you?

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~GUllWings134:iconGUllWings134: Aug 15, 2007, 4:27:22 PM
you gonna tell me what you want me to draw for you or not?? i cant draw it if you dont tell me :greetings:

--
BEHOLD!!!! A CHOCOLATE BUNNY!!!------->[link]
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Aug 7, 2007, 3:17:31 PM
Hey there! i'll watch you too.

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
*sheezy93:iconsheezy93: Aug 3, 2007, 10:31:56 AM
hey! it's me from sheezyart, finally found you XD and i'll watch you!

--
i love matt and sidra best ^^ ~mattxsidra :heart:
icon by by ~Flamy-Star
speed
fly
power
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 26, 2007, 11:53:34 AM
what's the point of that?! that wouldn't be any fun. :lonely:

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~green-gossip:icongreen-gossip: Jul 25, 2007, 1:00:08 PM
XDDD you can fight me against my will XD, but id be too lazy

--

[c i n z ]
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 25, 2007, 12:55:57 PM
What?!?!? no? aww man who am i gonna fight now?

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~green-gossip:icongreen-gossip: Jul 25, 2007, 12:53:36 PM
Hey haha nothin

XD no

--

[c i n z ]
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 25, 2007, 12:44:52 PM Mood: Joy
hey! what up?! miss fighting?! :jedi:

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 23, 2007, 6:49:30 PM
salute.

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 19, 2007, 9:29:36 PM
I love you too. :heart::cuddle:

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~kumori-the-cat:iconkumori-the-cat: Jul 18, 2007, 10:40:22 AM
Please..Wait..I am
Loading my self in your Heart
♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥
Loading. . .
█ 1%

████ 10%

████████ 20%

████████████ 30%

████████████████ 40%

█████████████████████ 50%

█████████████████████████ 60%

█████████████████████████████ 70%

█████████████████████████████████ 80 %

████████████████████████████████████ 90%

Loading . . .
██████████████████████████████████████████100% Successful

Please keep me forever where I have loaded my self...In your heart!♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥
´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶
¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶
´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶
´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶
(¯`v´¯
`*.¸.*´ ~~*
¸.•´¸.•*¨ ¸.•*¨ )
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥
The signs of Love
Should be as clear
As when you look
Into a mirror.
And, as an image,
Come to you
Because you're
Merely being you
♥♥¨`•.•´¨
♥♥`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨
(¨`•.•´¨¸.•♥♥♥ ♥ ♥´
`•.¸.•´(¨`•.•´¨
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨
(¨`•.•´¨¸.•´
`•.¸.•´♥(¯`v´¯
`*.¸.*´ ~~*
¸.•´¸.•*¨ ¸.•*¨ )
(¸.•´ (¸.•´♥ ♥ ♥Luv and Hugzz
♥♥¨`•.•´¨♥ ♥ ♥
♥♥`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨
(¨`•.•´¨¸.•♥♥♥ ♥ ♥´
`•.¸.•´(¨`•.•´¨
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨
(¨`•.•´¨¸.•´
`•.¸.•´♥♥ ♥ ♥
SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS YOU CARE ABOUT AND LOVE INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU! IF YOU GET MORE THAN 5 BACK YOUR LOVED


I love you doll :heart::hug:

--
Village Hidden In The Moon - D rank missing nin! (~narutofanclub)
Circle circle, Dot dot, SasuSaku's hot-hot, Anti-fans can rot-rot, circle circle, dot dot. (I wish I made that up :XD:)
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 15, 2007, 11:42:38 AM
yes.

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~Radarette:iconRadarette: Jul 14, 2007, 6:45:22 PM
i'm just guessing, so im i'm rong tell me. you talkin bout a gf of urs or somethin?

--
~MightyOne920 My Husband >:. :heart:
--
~Anji-was-here&&~ShadowChaoIAm my OMGLOLBFFS ):
--
:heart:+. The feeling of loving someone to death who hates you back hurts.+:heart:
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 14, 2007, 6:30:22 PM
Your welcome! :hug::glomp:

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 14, 2007, 6:28:17 PM
me neither.... i miss my baby. :lonely:

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
~SamAnne:iconSamAnne: Jul 14, 2007, 3:56:57 PM
thanks for the watch :hug:
~Radarette:iconRadarette: Jul 14, 2007, 5:36:02 AM
:XD:

nothin much, you?

--
~MightyOne920 My Husband >:. :heart:
--
~Anji-was-here&&~ShadowChaoIAm my OMGLOLBFFS ):
--
:heart:+. The feeling of loving someone to death who hates you back hurts.+:heart:
~dereksoad666:icondereksoad666: Jul 13, 2007, 6:02:29 PM
:) ha ha ha ha.
so what up?

--
If there is such thing as true love. how come it always ends up in fights?

this is my love. :heart:~kumori-the-cat:heart:
Previous Page    12345...    Next Page